A Psalm | I look up

O Lord, My God, I am lost. 
   Your blessings surround me 
and yet I feel barren and alone 
   my heart not quite whole. 
I look up

O Lord, My God, I am lost. 
   Your faithfulness abounds 
and yet I weep for what my pride has cost me 
   Your one blessing - one of many I yet have. 
I look up

O Lord, My God, would I not give all 
   to have the one I do not? 
and yet I must sing praises and dance 
   -- for You alone see me -- 
   my heart not quite whole. 
I look up

O Lord, My God, I am found. 
   Your blessings surround me 
and You help me feel content and joyful 
   though my heart is not quite whole. 
I look up 

O Lord, My God, I am found. 
   Your faithfulness abounds 
and though I weep with joy and loss 
   Your one blessing is held 
in Your love-scarred hands - waiting. 
I look up.